The pain of I felt when you left was terrible. It started to lessen as we became friends again, but it still hurts every time I see you. Now the thought that I may never get see you again is tearing me apart. I know things could never go back to how they once were, but not having you in my life in anyway is unthinkable. You have been my best friend for pretty much my entire adult life. I hope that no matter where you go or what you do with your life you are happy. I don’t think you will ever know how much I am going to miss you. I just hope that one day you look back fondly on our time together.

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