To An Ex | Letters to Breathe

The pain of I felt when you left was terrible. It started to lessen as we became friends again, but it still hurts every time I see you. Now the thought that I may never get see you again is tearing me apart. I know things could never go back to how they once were, but not having you in my life in anyway is unthinkable. You have been my best friend for pretty much my entire adult life. I hope that no matter where you go or what you do with your life you are happy. I don’t think you will ever know how much I am going to miss you. I just hope that one day you look back fondly on our time together.

On 03-10-2010 leave a comment

There were so many happy times with you. Going out to dnner, going for a drink, or just for a drive in the car. You have an infectious sense of humour, you don’t take lift too seriously and I liked that about you . You are attractive and I always liked the fact I sometimes saw other guy’s giving you a look! Made me feel good about myself.

What I did not like about you was you temper and the violence that I had to face from you. I never done anything that deserved that behaviour and committing it in front of your own child is really unforgivable.

I hardly have any relationship with my child and it’s all because of you. You have kept my son from having any proper father son relationship. It must have an affect on him. He needs to grow up with his mum and dad that don’t talk and that really is unforgivable.

My other son has only saw him 5 times; my other son is 2 now. What has the two of them done to deserve this? Not only does he grow up without any meaningful relationship with his dad he has a half brother he rarely sees. You are only punishing your son, you think you would have put him first but no you want to continue to try to punish me for having the sense to end our relationship.

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On 01-28-2010 1 comment so far

You have an ego the size of Texas. I can’t believe you think you’ll walk out on my friendship again and again. Then be welcomed back. You are ridiculous. Now when I say I hate you which I obviously don’t mean. You think it implies I like you. Wrong. I’m sorry but no. You broke my heart by ripping away your friendship.

Please. I cry and shake and have nightmares. I am so eager to see you honestly. I want to be friends and I want to hurt you because you honestly have no, no idea in the world how I was hurt. As for my first kiss. It was honestly terrible. For being the slut man whore skank you are, you were still a terrible kisser. You are rude. Ignorant. Hurtful. Shallow. Sexist. Sexual. Disgusting. And amazing.

You are a smooth talking flirt who lies to get girls. I heard you cheated on her. I love how everyone knows it is true. An how that could have been me. Also the fact you said you would be there for me no matter what. No matter what happened between us. The fact that I did not want a relationship with you when we first decided was ok. Then when you caught another boy, were my best friend you walked away because you acted like I was just using you.

What could you offer?? That he couldn’t?! Love I had his. A relationship I didn’t want? My tears? A broken heart? Congrats. Gee thanks. Really. And movies lie. That the girl is string after being walked over and heart broken. I feel bad all the time. And I can’t get over it. It’s fanfuckingtastic. I hate-love-dismiss-want-cant-stand you.

I’m sorry I kissed you and didn’t follow through on a relationship. My bad. But it was forced on me and I didn’t say no. I’m also sorry you lied. Lied about having sex. You lied again and again and when you told the truth you call me beautiful. And call me alyssa. Thats not my name michael. It is not my name. Gee thanks. ~Molly

On 12-08-2009 leave a comment

I cannot think of how many tears I have cried over you. I put every piece of me into you,and all you did was take advantage of me. There is not one thing in the world that I would not have done for you. I took the blame when you wrecked my car into a tree. I had just gotten that car and you destroyed it without a second thought. At the time I was so worried that you may get into trouble, so I paid for your sins(I’m still paying for them by the way).

You slept with so many woman you have almost killed my ability to have children. Thanks you fucking Jerk. Two years away from you has not made me love you any less. Did you know that when you made me have that abortion I tried to hate you. I wanted to so badly, I did want that baby. You really screwed me up; I had to be taken for overnight observation because every one was afraid that I would kill myself. In a way I did. I cannot trust any man. I have found a man that I am crazy about and I cannot stop thinking about when he is going to leave me. Read the rest of this entry »

On 12-03-2009 2 comments

I miss you. I miss our friendship. I miss our mutual loves, and mutual hatred. Even with romantic love gone, I miss the familial love. I miss having someone who understood my hardships and shared them with me.

On 12-03-2009 leave a comment

Dear Edward… from Bella

My memories of you keep me alive my Moon and although you may hate me I’m okay with it . I am so lucky and happy to have ever met you, you are so fragile I want to be there for u all the time.

Good luck with life I love you,

Yours eternally
“d”

On 11-30-2009 leave a comment