Dear You

You know the moment you did me in? Not when you told me my dress was pretty or the moment before that. Or even when you scared me in the supply room. It was that first moment when you walked out of the copy room looked at me and didn’t say a word but half smiled. That was it right there the moment that made me question all my decisions up to that point. Ever since then I have been questioning all my decisions. I wish I could go back now and start over. I wish I could take back half the things I said to you, actually all of the things except for that first thing.

I think you must have been something. It felt right and any moment had with you the whole entire world slipped away. That’s what it’s suppose to feel like right? I don’t feel it anymore. All I feel scared and alone. I’m not alone and you know that which is why you don’t care. I think you never did but you sure knew how to throw me through a loop. I don’t even understand it.

It feels like the universe brought you to me and it all came together but then just like that it all fell apart. I must have messed up somewhere. I must have thrown the path off, if there ever was a path.

The real question is why did you feel so right? How could I be so wrong? Why was it so wrong and why was my timing so off. I wish I could fix this. I wish I knew where it was going if it was ever going any where. I wish so many things were different right now because all I feel is sad and there is no light at the end of the tunnel.

- The Girl Next Door

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