Dear Best Friend

Dear Best friend,

When I was younger, I never imagined that I would have someone like you as a best friend. I never even imagined hanging out with someone like you – you’re younger than me, you’re a boy, and frankly you are interested in very different things than me. But here we are, together all the time, texting every night. I love having you in my life and being around you makes me happier.

But God, you scare the hell out of me. Because there’s this little part of me that wants you as more as a friend. I know it’s crazy, I don’t even understand it myself. But it’s the part of me that makes my stomach tangle up whenever you set your sights on a new girl. It’s the part of me that likes when we cuddle and hold hands, even if it’s just as friends. It’s the part of me that always questions the goofy hearts you put at the end of your texts. I wish I could just think of you as a best friend and be done with it. I am terrified of winding up hurt because of this. Please don’t hurt me or leave me. I don’t think I could bear it without you.

And for the record, I would rather be friends for a thousand years than try to make it work as something more and ruin everythng.

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