My Happy Buddy
You are my best friend.
Honestly, I don’t know what I’d do without you.
So much has happened in the last year and we have grown apart.
I hate it.
We’ve both made some mistakes.
We’ve chosen other people over each other. We’ve picked the boyfriend or the crazy ex-girlfriend, over each other.
At the funeral over the summer, when you chose her over me, it killed me.
You ignored me. That ate away at me. I went home that day and cried. You’ll never know how much that hurt me. After all those times of picking her over me, and trying to make her jealous by hanging out with me. I don’t get it. You keep going back to her. You are still friends. I will never understand why.
When he dumped me, you were there for me….for about a week. Then we rarely talked.
Then I told him. I shouldn’t have told him what you said. I thought it would bring him back to me. I was wrong. He tried to use me. You were right about him. I stuck with him and I’m still friends with him. I don’t know why.
You’ve changed. You smoke. You drink. You’re different.
But inside, you’re still my same best friend.
You told me you loved me. That you want to be with me.
Everybody’s expected us to go out for the past two years now.
I want to. So bad. But I don’t know how to go about it.
We both know the drama it would start. You say it wouldn’t ruin us.
I don’t want her to get involved. You’re still friends with her. She would try to make us miserable.
He will flip out. I don’t want to care what he thinks. I really don’t. Having a locker next to him makes things difficult.
I want us to go out and have a relationship. It’d be everything we ever wanted. I don’t want them to stop us. I wish they all just didn’t care.
My other friends tell me to go for it. I want to.
I want us to build our friendship back.
I want us to be as close as we were before.
I just want us to be together.
I love you. Be with me.
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