What the hell is your problem?!

Hey you,

Yeah you. I’ve given you 2.5 years of my life so far. I’ve seen you at your best and worst. You helped me when I cut myself, though the temptation eats at me when I feel at my worst…which is incidentally right now. You say the sex isn’t as often as it used to be. Guess what? I went through a period of rebellion and discontent. It was my way of getting revenge. Plus you were my first. Are my first.

So I get that you’re frustrated. But I’ve never been more happy in my entire life as I am this year. And you complain about not having enough sex?! It was only three weeks since we did any and I really had no urge to break my time. You said it was a really long time. It was only three weeks, you jerk. So I felt guilty and forced myself to want to have sex. It was okay during but after I felt like shit. Worse than I’ve felt for a long time, you greedy b*****d. Felt even worse when you sounded so disappointed when I said I didn’t want to have sex for a while. I was content! I was so genuinely happy! I didn’t crave or need sex because I had emotional security and stability. I felt so safe and cared for and that we both wanted the same things. You’re so good to me, why dont you get it?! It’s one tiny area that you repeatedly dont understand. I liked where we were. You didn’t have to change it. I feel myself slowly resenting you and it makes me cry. Just hold me and tell me you’re sorry, that you will just stop guilting me and we can go back to the way things used to be.

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