Dear soon to be ex husband,
I was not happy with you but it still hurts to be rejected for someone 10 years younger than us, a child. I feel like a hypocrite since I am in love with my best friend and have been mutually and secretly without even admitting it to ourselves for years. I do not want you back but I miss who you used to be years ago sometimes. I found someone who does not judge me constantly and accepts me for who I am, someone who the chemistry is enough to destroy worlds with. I don’t know what the future holds because I am so jaded and feel like they all take without giving in the end. I am simply going to enjoy this and try not to repeat my mistakes in the past of letting myself be taken for granted.
I hope that you find happiness too. I do want to be friends but please allow me space first because I am angry at your negligence and how you tried to deny me happiness to make me first wife and play the bread to blondie Mc Teenager sandwich.
I have someone who would walk through fire for me, the one who has been there when you weren’t consistently, my angel. I want love not games. I hope my heart is not too damaged for that thanks to your cheap disguise and f**ked up lies.
Love, your friend,